Saturday, September 08, 2007
Nothing better to do....
well,actually I have nothing to blog about now...just here for no reason whatsoever...its 5.00 a.m... not sleeping yet... still awake...so just aimlessly roaming around the internet..facebook,friendster,youtube,my blog,msn,uni website, facebook,friendster,youtube,my blog,msn,uni website...oops did I say them all again?? haha well coz thats what I am doing ..same pages over and over....booooooriiinnnnnggg....!! HELP I cant sleep...and I am not studying either...
Friday, September 07, 2007
In This Life
Her NEW Single!!! It's awesome..well I think it is....check it out....
The words just expresses that she has changed,basically her main change is that she is grown up now, and has a new look and take on music now..her new album is going to be music from the "new" Delta she is ..as this new song suggests....
In This Life- Delta Goodrem
The words just expresses that she has changed,basically her main change is that she is grown up now, and has a new look and take on music now..her new album is going to be music from the "new" Delta she is ..as this new song suggests....
In This Life- Delta Goodrem
I was nurtured I was sheltered
I was curious and young I was searching for that something
Trying to find it on the run
Oh and just when I stopped looking I saw just how far I'd come
In this life
In this life
You give me love You give me light
Show me everything that's been happening I've opened up my eyes
Following Three steps fight an honest fight
Two hearts that can start a fire
One love is all I need
In this life
I have faltered I have stumbled
I have found my feet again
I've been angry I've been shaken
Found a new place to begin
My persistence to make a difference Has led me safe into your hands
In this life
In this life
Chorus
I was put here for a reason I was born into this world
And I'm living I'm believing I was meant to be your girl
In this life
Chorus
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Riverfestival..Riverfire....
Part 1 Pictures
R.I.V.E.R.F.E.S.T.I.V.A.L. is on in Brisbane now. The first day is started of with RIVERFIRE!! a huge fireworks display by the river and from the buildings around it .....it was awesome!! definately will go again next year if its possible
Us Left to Right: Omniya, Fatima, Jing & Myself
This guys has the shape of Australia on his head...dont trust me?? look closer!..its there....
See.....right there........
Friday, August 31, 2007
In This Life
DELTA GOODREM'S NEW SINGLE IS OUT!! AND IT'S GOOD!!!
-IN THIS LIFE-
~I have faltered I have stumbled
I have found my feet again I've been angry
I've been shaken Found a new place to begin
My persistence to make a difference Has led me safe into your hands In this life~
Thursday, August 09, 2007
???????
God has made me the way I am...and I am supposed to be grateful and happy to be ME...however this is not the case right now...I HATE myself, and I am not loving myself for the way I am....which is so WRONG!...coz imagine how God would feel.....
I cant do anything though...coz the feelings just do not permit me to change..I cant pinpoint the problem...could all this emptiness and hatred be due to the fact my heart is empty? and my sould is lifeless because HE is not in there?? not talking to HIM for the past half a year could be taking a toll on me..especially in these new surroundings anc challenging times....although I go to his HOUSE every week....I still have not talked to him, I go and come back without saying a word....there has been no communication what so ever, only when i'm angry..I have so much to say!!!
If I were back home, I would have family and friends to pick me up right away when they see my falling..over here I am falling but no one seems to be able to pick me up, they can only stand at a distance and care....but not lend a hand and help pick me up.....
I am so used to having support and encouragment as well as love being my driving force to keep me going...I do get love and support and the occasional encouragement here..but there is also too much negative energy around me ......something I cant seem to shake of, its like clinging on to me like a leech...
with all the big plans for the future...If things continue to go this way,those plans are best kept in the inner parts of my mind .....as thoughts without hope...simply dreams......
could all this be part of my realization after turning 19..that I finally need to find out who I am really, and set some solid priorities in life..and find a self identity I can be comfortable with?
coming here has been one of the best things ever,such a great opportunity, being lost is just wasting so much precious time.
p.s.' HE' and 'HIM' does not refer to some guy.....having said that, I end here.........
I cant do anything though...coz the feelings just do not permit me to change..I cant pinpoint the problem...could all this emptiness and hatred be due to the fact my heart is empty? and my sould is lifeless because HE is not in there?? not talking to HIM for the past half a year could be taking a toll on me..especially in these new surroundings anc challenging times....although I go to his HOUSE every week....I still have not talked to him, I go and come back without saying a word....there has been no communication what so ever, only when i'm angry..I have so much to say!!!
If I were back home, I would have family and friends to pick me up right away when they see my falling..over here I am falling but no one seems to be able to pick me up, they can only stand at a distance and care....but not lend a hand and help pick me up.....
I am so used to having support and encouragment as well as love being my driving force to keep me going...I do get love and support and the occasional encouragement here..but there is also too much negative energy around me ......something I cant seem to shake of, its like clinging on to me like a leech...
with all the big plans for the future...If things continue to go this way,those plans are best kept in the inner parts of my mind .....as thoughts without hope...simply dreams......
could all this be part of my realization after turning 19..that I finally need to find out who I am really, and set some solid priorities in life..and find a self identity I can be comfortable with?
coming here has been one of the best things ever,such a great opportunity, being lost is just wasting so much precious time.
p.s.' HE' and 'HIM' does not refer to some guy.....having said that, I end here.........
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